'fedup with life and the things are going'-Eminem, Guilty Conscience

seriously i am really fedup with life.things have been passing so fast and so many things have happen.Ppl have changes.Everything change le. from the usual 'i sleep at ten with my homework done' attitude to now 'heck care with the homework,continue with the fun' attitudeslackitude.
The only thing i enjoy the most in life now is services on sats and weekly dance every thur.
that's the only time i can put down every single thing and dance or to worship and love the Lord. There's also lots of things keeping the distance between me and God farthur.Rmb last yr during one cellgroup meeting, the Lord spoke;'I love you, Do you love Me?' I totally felt the love of God and i broke down. Recently, when we had cellgroup with sis Jo, the altar call, yes the Lord knew.I am tired, spiritually, emotionally and physically. For that past weeks, i cried, i felt unloved, i felt isolated,i felt sick of everything,i felt like giving up,I just wanna vent it all out. But i dun really look tired of everything, in school i can crap and lame around. That's is because i had my friends with me. If i dun have them around, I would have been in the institute of mental health le.
I thank God for the friends around me and everything he had given me.
[every tear you cry, is precious in His eyes]
the Lord noes every single thing you are doing and no matter wat he will love you.

Come to the father
though your gifts is small
broken heart broken lives
he will take them all
with the power of the word
and power of his blood
everything was done so you would come.

Abba father, I love you
Will you let me return and love you again?

<3 ZOE. 10:08 PM